leak

sick for the past 2 weeks. high fever for the past 3 days. outfield for the past 6 days. no such thing as falling out in my position. all for my trainees. suffer in silence, please endure and carry on. proposed promotion canceled. or put on hold as they phrased it. or whatever. all because there were too many people being sent for the same course. jacked one week before i was supposed to go. fuck them. all i did when they announced this was smile. i knew the initial announcement was too good to be true. i knew it was coming. once again i am pushed aside and left to rust. rewarding my arse.

at least now i get to see my guys pass out of bmt. thats some consolation i suppose.