i'm sitting in front of my computer scratching my ass and finishing my box of chips ahoy. the television is on but i don't really know what i'm doing.
i'm thinking about how fat i'm becoming and my new philosophy is that since i can't be bothered to keep fit i might as well grow fat. i apply this same line of thinking to smoking as well. since i can't be bothered to stop i might as well smoke more. we're all going to die someday anyway.
i can't believe my bunk mates cannot rationalise such a basic concept. its so simple. and no, i'm not a decadent as some people accuse me of being. i'm just trying to enjoy life even though there's nothing much to celebrate. there's no point in restraining yourself, controlling your desires and i just happen to be the only one enlightened to this fact. the moment you deny yourself the pleasure of doing something you're just being stupid and selfish to yourself. do you really think you can be truly generous when you're holding back so much from yourself? how are we supposed to be useful members of society when we can't even satisfy our own needs and desires? people need to stop taking life too seriously and stop worrying so much. enjoy life. live for the day. don't give me some shit about morals. morals are what you make of it and consequences exist only if you want it to. we all end up dead anyway. live fast, die young. saves you alot of trouble.
hell, maybe i am a decadent.
i'm thinking about how fat i'm becoming and my new philosophy is that since i can't be bothered to keep fit i might as well grow fat. i apply this same line of thinking to smoking as well. since i can't be bothered to stop i might as well smoke more. we're all going to die someday anyway.
i can't believe my bunk mates cannot rationalise such a basic concept. its so simple. and no, i'm not a decadent as some people accuse me of being. i'm just trying to enjoy life even though there's nothing much to celebrate. there's no point in restraining yourself, controlling your desires and i just happen to be the only one enlightened to this fact. the moment you deny yourself the pleasure of doing something you're just being stupid and selfish to yourself. do you really think you can be truly generous when you're holding back so much from yourself? how are we supposed to be useful members of society when we can't even satisfy our own needs and desires? people need to stop taking life too seriously and stop worrying so much. enjoy life. live for the day. don't give me some shit about morals. morals are what you make of it and consequences exist only if you want it to. we all end up dead anyway. live fast, die young. saves you alot of trouble.
hell, maybe i am a decadent.
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its good to be happy with what you are doing. we will all die
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