i found peace. for the moment at least. it's a sucky feeling. i love inner conflict. it makes me happy. (ie. being unhappy makes me happy.) my greatest paradox. i'll be back when i'm depressed enough. till then, fuck you all.
let's admire the pattern forming.
murderous filigree.
i'm caught in the twisting of the vine.
go ascend with ivy,climbing.
ignore and leave for me the headstone crumbling behind.
i can't help my laughter as she cries.
my soul brings tears to angelic eyes.
let's amend the classic story, close it so beautifully,
i'll let animosity unwind.
steal away the darkened pages, hidden so shamefully.
i'll still feel the violence of the lines.
i can't stand my laughter as they cry.
my soul brings tears to angelic eyes.
and miles away my mother cries.
omnipotence, nurturing malevolence.
-afi
is a vampire. the devil's favourite advocate. doesn't like people. likes skating, music, the occasional book and pissing people off. oh yea, blood and pain is good too.
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